Bitch

i-wrotethisforme:

No, I’m not mad at you anymore. I just don’t care. I liked you a lot and I thought that since you wanted to stay with me for months it meant you liked me too. But I guess you were just using me, and that part still hurts. Because I wanted to go on trips with you, I wanted you to come to game nights with my family, I wanted to live with you one day just the two of us, and I wanted to adopt a dog with you like we talked about, and I actually believed those things would happen. But then you threw everything away and didn’t even try to get it back. I gave you a chance to put everything behind us and go back to normal and you turned it down. I gave you a choice and you didn’t choose me, what was I supposed to do? I have to have a little more self-respect than that.

So I’m sorry if you thought the amount of loyalty I expected was too much and I’m sorry if you thought the level of honesty I felt I deserved was too high, but that just means we were on different pages and it was never going to work out anyway. I wanted more than you could give to me so we were just wasting each other’s time. So no, I’m not mad at you anymore, but I’m not accepting your apology either. And no, I don’t need an explanation from you, because I have no reason to believe anything you’ve ever said and I’m not going to start now. The only thing I still want to know is her name.

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